Poor Choices

i am sorry

it will not happen again

it is not something i should have done

i am ashamed of it

that is not the person i want to be

that is not the person i thought i was

i am sorry

thank you for your patience

thank you for showing me

thank you for helping me become a better human being

it can be hard to see yourself

rationalization

is a weapon that will hurt you

thank you for letting me learn

about my mistakes

from them

i want to prostrate myself

grovel on the ground

ask for forgiveness from all i may have wronged

slighted, hurt

i didn’t see it

i am fixing it

i am trying