I walk into the plush afternoon
to deliver offerings
to the creator of destruction
I walk into the plush afternoon
to deliver offerings
to the creator of destruction
the air is thick with pleasant surprises
tension holding them suspended
sliding, floating, thrilling through
sandcastles tumble into the surf
remembering
how things will be
how they were
the difference is hard to define
waiting on the wind
for an answer
to questions not yet formed
mind heavy
heart slow
how familiar is this moment
Many things have happened from now until the forever of yesterdays Into the future sliding again as always Existing deep in the history of our grand children How do we tell our stories
tiny pieces
brought along
comfort rituals
enticing self trust
pacing paths
crisscrossing heart
crossroads defined
sitting in silence
halfway between bliss and melancholy
Mona Lisa smile and half mast eyes
reveling in gifted lilies
tulips opening
sharing the moment
there is a sign
posted by the door
in a room abandoned
except for my sister and I
broad black letters
encourage one to
Take What You Need
underlined with evidence
the tabs have been ripped off
leaving hope, comfort, freedom
kindness, joy behind
more comfort than the others
I ponder my choice
comfort is what I need now
so I select my paper strip
and tuck it in my pocket
what haunts me
are the empty spaces
I am sure love was the first to go
faith must have been there too
I am sure I must now make my own sign
to fill in the blanks of curiosity
smile with strangers I will never see
certain this will bring comfort to me
i want to drink the trees
hide in the dirt
laughter over water
cards in hand
joy in such simplicities
fire crisping
mallow and graham
lost in the summertime
I wonder
at times
what the great It wants
Then I realize
I really only
want to know what I want
I surround myself
in love
in beauty
in laughter
I am what i am
and that is enough
Today swells with possibility
tiny connections
travels
Today is a celebration
of time and lives
joyful
Today is my first day
of a new year of me
again